Pie In The Sky (Journal Writing)

Recently, I had a really scary dream that I was stuck in a world that I felt very lost in. Even though I thought I was at home, I couldn't find where anything was and had the constant feeling of falling. At one point, I meet someone who looked like Kodie, my fiancee at the time, but he had black beady eyes and a long multi-colored tounge. He was tring to get me to step into this black hole thingy and I kept refusing him, then the Kodie I recognized came in and I remember just screaming, not realizing their differences until that moment. It scared me so bad I dreamt og running as fast as I could. And then I woke up in a sweat as though I had actually been running away.

I've also had a reoccuring dream. I was just waking up and going to the kitchen when, out of no where, nurses ran at me. They told me to push in hurried hushes. I screamed and struggled for them to let me go. I wasn't in pain, only wanting to know what was wrong. I heard a plop and looked down on the floor, that had changed from the wood flooring in my kitchen to hospital tiling from the doctor's office, and I saw a blackish purple blob laying on the floor motionless. Swiftly and with the nearly silent hushed lullaby of their voices, they sweep the child away. I wake up in a daze. The dream felt so real, I remember searching for something before I had full remembered the imaginary events of the night.

This dream startles me because, after having this dream a couple of times, I tried to research it's meaning, and I found alot of things telling me that it meant that I would have "unhappy changes from honor to evil and low estates".